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demonbloodchild @ 2006-01-24T16:18:00

2006-01-25T00:25:24Z

today i want to write here cause momma says i never do. i have been spending a lot of time with mommma in reya but i lot of time i stay home. we are working to make suram better and good and some of the humans help too. the Kouryou have a festival coming soon and momma is going dance like Rikal in the festival. Aku want dance but aku have to help with other part. anko baby is getting bigger and i try teach her but reiku say she too young. sanane is stil sick and mommma say she die.

my puppy!

2005-12-06T04:02:23Z

demonbloodchild @ 2005-05-15T14:15:00

2005-05-15T21:32:54Z

Once again I've waited too long to update this. A lot has happened in the last --who knows how long? I just going to list off the important things again.

-Sanane is about 4 months pregnant. And she accepted Rikal to be it's father.
I've found this really interesting. Before Akuma and myself had come along, the Kouryous never allowed outsiders into their village. It wasn't until the inccident of bringing back Dabranu that this began to change. When I first brought Reiku to the Kouryous. It took a long time to convince them to let her stay. It was the same with Sanane. Rikal comes from the more noble families which were most against my coming to the village and everything outside their world... And now Rikal wants to father a human's child.

-The women Kio is staying with went around and told everyone about Kio's contact with Akuma and myself. Kio has told us that now many of the humans living in that area of Slumberland show respect to him and sometimes even give him gifts. I suppose they think that by doing this, they will get something in return from me. Like more food. Keh. --This is also making Kio feel important. But I can't let it get to his head.

-The population of creations have been decreasing over the past few months. And it's rare to spot a creator now. Akuma and I hope that they'll be gone for good soon. We still haven't found out where exactly they came from and where they're disappearing to now.

-We've decided that once Sanane's child is born. We're going to begin reconstruction of Slumberland. Akuma and I have been planning this for a long time. Which means I will to do a lot of research here, and carry out what I learn there. Akuma's strength, the human's respect for Kio, and Chishio's gifts will all be of great help. Dabranu would be a lot of help too.

-Dabranu still hasn't returned. I'm wondering now if he ever will.

TIme To Catch Up.

2005-04-25T17:35:38Z

Been a while. I feel bad for never letting Akuma update this himself, but he takes too long. And we're always in a something of a hurry when were updating this.

Right now, I better just list off everything that's happened.

-a women in a colony gave birth to a premature infant. It's not going to last.. This caused a whole lot of trouble for me.
-gave the women the luck charm Reikula had made for me.
-now guilty for the death of her husband.
-Kio is now to stay and help the women, but is welcomed back at the tower at any time. (this makes him the only person besides Reiku and Dabranu to have ever been in the tower)
-Sasane is about 3 1/2 months pregnant now.
-Got to visit Chishio and learned that Demon was right in who Sanane's child's father is. *sighs*
-Rikal questioned me about fathering the child... About me fathering the child.
-Reikula got mad at me cause I was stupid.. She noticed my luck charm was gone. I said something stupid that upset her more than the fact I had given it away.
-Rikal offered to me that he would father Sanane's child. Which, surprised by his offer, approved. But Sanane has to aprove. She's thinking on that.

-Kio visited a few times. And he's speaking more and more now.
-Eventually, Reikula forgived me. And we spent some time together. That was last night.

-No sign of Dabranu returning. I wonder if he's gotten himself killed. I do worry, but I'm not going after him this time.

Yup, that's about it. Not much more to say. *nods* Ja ne.

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demonbloodchild @ 2005-04-12T13:53:00

2005-04-12T21:01:59Z

Since I'm not using the time given to me to work.. figured I'd update this. I've decided to call the kid Kio, because that name has been growing on me lately.

We spent sometime with the kid and tried to get him to trust us. I think Demon's starting to grow on him, but since I'm around less often he's rather afriad of me. That's ok. I really wanted to go and see the Kouryous so we left the kid locked in the tower again. We left him enough food and water. And we came back before night fall.

When we got to the Kouryou village we were greeted with some warm welcomes. Both Reikula and Sasane we're happy to see us. We talked a for long while and then I helped out with chores. Rikal asked if Dabranu had gone again cause he noticed he wasn't with us. Reiku and I spent a lot of time to oursleves which was what I had been looking forward to. Both Demon and I wanted to stay for the night but had to go back for the kid.. So we stayed the night at the tower and late the following afternoon, I came home.

Poor Lil' Savage Kid~

2005-04-12T03:27:46Z

When I got to Slumberland my first thought was to go visit Reikula and Sanane at Aboroki. But Demon brought it to my attention that all the colonies needed food. --That and the Bari colony wiped itself out. I had seen that coming for sometime now. We went to check that out, there wasn't any fresh meat to could have been saved. But we did find something of interest.

Apparently there was on survivor but he was just a kid. No older than 6 is my best guess. I found this as a big surprise. With the death of the Bari, I expected all children to be the first to go. They kill the sick first, then any weak children and women... The kid was really freaken' out. Looked like he'd been liven of the fresher corpses. We dragged him back to the tower where he fed him. Fruit and some old bread. And a lot of it. Gods, he was a hungry kid.

We used some of the water we have stored at the tower to give him something of bath, got most of the dirt and blood off. Can't really talk, poor kid. It seems he knows a handful of words but that's it. It's never too late to learn though.

While we ran the trips to bring food to the other colonies, we left the kid locked in a room at the tower. Wasn't sure what else to do... Eh heh. After the trips we went back to the Bari colony and took whatever materials were still useable. Mostly clothes and tools. The kid with us, we went and gave out what we collected to the other tribes. Many of which were grateful. We kept some clothes and fabric for ourselves.

It was hard to keep the kid from running off. Normally, I would leave the kid at another colony. But he's from the Bari colony, which means he could turn and kill someone. He'd already tried to kill Demon and myself when we first found him. So until I could get through to him that you don't kill other humans for food, he'd have to stay with us. Which is going to suck. He doesn't seem to have a name either.

I have Demon keep an eye on him when I can't. And to keep him from running off we keep a something of leash on him. Learned that trick by raising Demon. After all that I didn't have time to go visit the Kouryous, Sasane and Reikula. That's when it hit me. I can't take the kid to Aboroki. And I can't leave him locked in the Tower for days. *sighs* Just don't know what I'm gonna do.

Homesick.

2005-04-09T03:01:24Z

Last I went to Slumberland, Dabranu was gone. Right, whatever. I'm not gonna care about that anymore. Hn.

Reikula had run off to look for me since it'd been two months since the last time I had visited. Akuma was back last night and told me this morning that Rikal and Shyai found her. Thank god. But I haven't been back for a couple days. Which bums me out cause this place hasn't been a lot of fun. That and I didn't get to see Reiku last time.

demonbloodchild @ 2005-04-07T04:32:00

2005-04-07T14:16:14Z

first i gotta talk what happend. when momma came back papa had gone momma got mad ''dont come back bleedng to death and xpect me to do somthing about it'' but momma forgot really fast cause she was worried about sanane. she only little sick but reiku had gone cause momma was sleep for a long time. Rikal and chyai looked for her and mother went to reality agin. reikula is back home now, i told momma and she got happy. momma let me be her cause4 she is tried a lot

i wanna play in momma and annes game. i want to be the oprator person i can do a good job! i can!

OMG! An update!!

2005-03-23T07:06:29Z

Alright, I can't remember the dates.. Hmm. Yeah, too fuzzy. Well, let's see. Akuma went back for the festival. I got there right after the opening ceremony, or torwards the end. I woke up and found an outfit waiting there for me. The opening ceremony was full of rituals, from the little I saw and what the other's told me. After the opening, there were female dancers! So beautiful! Afterwards there was a fiest. In the evening there was a lot of story telling going on with warm fires. I couldn't understand a lot of stories myself, but it was great. The following day there was an EARLY morning ceremony. Followed by a breakfast consisting mostly of fruits and vegetables. In the afternoon there was music and public dancing. Demon had a lot of fun dancing with Reikula. I got Rikal to dance with Sanane. After a lil bit of convincing, I got Dabranu to dance too.

Then there were games, and mathches. Dabranu had to take part in them. So Akuma and I did too. There were a few reflex games, races, and sparring matches. After the games it was late evening and everyone got to drink this soup. It was just this really creamy broth, but it had a sweet and simple taste to it. There were singers that night and the following morning we got more fruit.

We had dancers again, male this time. Rikal was one of them! There were a few performances, and another ceremony. The closing ceremony with had a lot of singing and chanting. Oh, the festival was wonderful! I'm never going to experience anything like it in reality.

--Well, right. That was over a month ago. Ok, not a month. But a night or two since the last time we posted. Right? Yeah. Well, a couple days after the festival I came back to reality. And, I haven't been back since.

Why? Cause I've only been getting 4 to 2 hours asleep each night. It sucks. It's so hard to conserve energy and still lead everyone to believe you're ok. *sigh* Er, well.. It's cause I've just been having a hard time sleeping. I try to sleep! I go to bed on time, and I set my alarm to let me sleep in a bit. But I can't fall asleep. When March first rolled around. I was a lil' worried it would happen again. After the first 5 or 6 days, it was ok, but then I had the first nightmare of several nightmares. After that, I was scared of going to sleep. I know nightmares can't hurt me, I just hate the memories. It's not fun waking up in fucking cold sweat, gasping for air and feeling like everything inside of you is sick and wrong! Erm.. Right. Well, when I do have the courage to cuddle into my pillow, I just can't fall asleep. March is almost over, so I'm sure the nightmares will going away again soon. Why March? It was a bad month some 2 years ago. Keh. Anyways. That's all I have to say. Akuma isn't with me today or else I would let him talk about the festival. He did come visit me yesterday and says that a couple months have passed since the festival. So I hope to return soon, cause I'm sure Dabranu misses me. ^^

last friday and saturday

2005-02-23T06:14:42Z

i stayed home with papa and mother was sleeping for a week. And papa got grumpy. he wanted momma to wake up. we bringed food for the humans while momma was sleeping. I got papa to play with me a lot and we kill creatons together too. when Mother wake up papa wanted to go. momma looked like she was having bad thouhts. we went to see the sanane girl and reiku. Reika told me about the festval the kouryus are going to have. For theyre moon god and i told Momma. it made her very happy and papa smiled too. Papa did not want to go home and so we stayed with Reikula.

momma was sleeping for two days after. father spent a lot of time playing with one of kouryus. the sanane girl and reiku are togther a lot just like in reality. mother wake up the day kouryus start getting ready for the festval. i helping too and papa and reikula and sanane. momma too when she wake up. Reikulas kouryu mother told us she make special cloths for us. momma stayed home for 3 days with us. and we stayed with kouryus all the time. it was a lot of fun. momma stayed really close to papa to. and they maybe ready for the festval now. i been staying with momma in reality since we came but i want to go home. i want to be home when the festval start.

Monday ..The --14th?

2005-02-23T05:55:45Z

Nothing of too much interest happened. Spent most of the time with Kouryous, checking on Sanane and talking with Reikula. Demon played with Kouryou cubs, and Dabranu sparred a couple times with Rikal.

I was right, Sanane and Reikula are going to be very close friends. I smiled when I saw how well they were getting along, it hurt a little inside too. *shrugs* Got to bathe with some of the Kouryou females, along with Reikula and Sanane. That's always nice, I like hot springs.

We head off back to the tower towards early evening, Dabranu seemed like he didn't want to go back.

Rewrite Reality, For Me Love.

2005-02-13T08:03:57Z

Fly away. All I want to do is fly.
Blood drips from our broken wings.
This world and it's reality.
Trapped within a rusting bird cage.
Break reality, break free.
With our broken wings,
Can we ever fly again?
It taunts at my soul, your words.
Loving whispers from posioned lips.
Do you know what your doing?
Keeping me in this world, your pet.
Your toy, simple broken toy.
Let me fly, don't clip my wings.
Fly away, break free.

Untitled, By Uriel Keabard.

we have nothng to write. we havent gone back home yet.

Nothing To Report

2005-02-12T04:52:54Z

Live Beyond The Dying Moment

Living beyond death, I wanted to stop time for you.
Burning in my eyes, your sweet vision gone.
Lost faith in my soul, in our power.
One quick flash, the gentle melody begins.
Sing with me, our last breaths.
Freeze the moment, we'll live beyond our deaths.

By Uriel Keabard.

Monday And Yesterday Night.

2005-02-10T08:08:08Z

Monday night, I only stayed for a few hours. Long enough to discover that Sanane was raped around the time I had just returned from reality. Who raped, I can't say. We aren't sure. We went to that colony, and I tired to comfort Sanane. But she hates me, and so it was pointless.

While back in reality, yesterday, it thought about what I would. Well, since werer all positive that Sanane is pregnant. I told Anne that I knew for sure, and I told her that she was raped. She wants to know who. Obviously, I can't tell her. I've come to the conclusion that instead of allowing her to give birth in Slumberland.. We'll take her to Aboroki, to the Kouryous.

Last night, we I got back to Slumberland, that what we did. It took a lot of effort. We tired convincing her to come. But that didn't work. We had to take her by force. Which took a whole lot of fucking effort. While crossing the desert, we were attacked by two biboras. She freaked, and I had protect her while Dabranu and Demon took care of the biboras. Thankfully, she passed out during that encounter, which made things easier.

The Kouryous didn't want to take Sanane in. And I thought I would have to take her back to Slumberland. But then Demon whispered something to the head leader's ears and suddenly he was willing to let Sanane stay. When Dabranu and I questioned Demona about it. He muttered something about the it's the importance of the child. He didn't make much sense. I swear there are things that Demon knows that none of us do. And I really have to wonder how he knows. And what he knows.

Well, at first Sanane was scared of the Kouryous. But when Reikula showed up and helped calm her down. She was more willing. I'm sure Reikula and Sanane will be become very close friends. Just like in reality.

demonbloodchild @ 2005-02-09T23:36:00

2005-02-10T07:48:05Z

after momma disappered, papa found her sleeping. papa broght her back to the tower and she didnt wake up for a really long time. Father and me had to make bring food for the humans again while momma sleeped. when we went back to tower, momma was gone again. we looked. i find mother close to sanane girl's home. mother was dirty and changed. she smelled with the new clothes. when papa found us we went to aboroki and momma cleaned herself in the river we found papa at.

i told momma that someone in sanane's colony had sex. we went to sleep in aboroki that night and i went to reality with momma. on Friday i went back home but momma didnt come back with me. Mother didnt come home for two days.

Good To See You Again

2005-02-10T07:36:04Z

When I woke up Thrusday morning, I had woken with memory of visiting Chishio.

One moment I was with Demon and Dabranu, and the next thing I realize, I'm walking down the corridor into Chishio's chambers. The deep pool of blood. The thick, powerful scent. I sat down at the pool's edge, I couldn't see him. So I closed my eyes. "Ya know." I said softly. "I began to think that you weren't going to let me come and visit you again."

When I opened my eyes, he was there. Sitting right beside me. I hugged him, tightly, and he wrapped his arms around me. Like always, completely ingnoring the fact that his cuts were bleeding onto my clothes. All of them were the same as last time, the cuts I mean, from the wire.. There were a couple new ones, don't ask me how I was able to tell. I didn't ask about them, I knew better than to ask about it.

We talked a lot. For hours it felt. He lectured me too. How I'm so irresponsible in reality but very responsible while in Slumberland. He made me promise I would work hard in both worlds.

Then we talked about Haley/Reikula. Then about Dabranu/Brad. Chishio told me that everyone in reality has or had a counterpart in Slumberland. I asked if I had one, but he wouldn't answer me then. He only told me that I should already know the answer to that question. But I don't.

He started talking about my abilities then, specifically about the ones he'd given to me. Then suddenly about gods, scrafice and exchange. When I told him I was confused, he just smiled at me. Then did something that was completely not like him. He kissed me, lightly, but it was still something completely unexpected. Chishio has always treated me--physically--how an older brother would treat his younger sister. Instantly, right after the kiss.. I found myself waking up in my bed... To a Thursday morning.

tuesday night and wedsday night

2005-02-10T07:17:43Z

mother came back home. i cant remember a lot. we went to aboroki and visited the Kouryus. yeah. the Reikula girl wasnt sick anymore and she played games with me. momma made me clean myself in the hot springs with her. all day we spend with the Kouryus. i got to hunt with them and play with them. Mother and papa and reikula talked a lot When all the kouryus were sleepng i woke up. cause momma and papa woke up and left. i was sleepy and didn't go follow them into the forest i woke up again in the morning and mamma and papa were back sleeping again. Momma stayed asleep and woke up again at night. we took her back to the Tower.

while mother was sleeping. father and me played and fight with each othr. papa was sleeping when momma woke up. me too but i was sleeing in momma's arms so i woke up to with her. mother let me sit in her lap while she pet fathers hair. i fell asleep agian. both Momma and Papa were awake in the morning. we ate fruit, i dont like fruit a lot. ilike apples but we cant find apples at home. nothing fun that day and momma disapperd again.

Seida's UBER Late Report, Continued.

2005-02-10T06:57:43Z

Let's see, I left off on Saturday night. Well, lets see. Oh yeah, the night I stayed at Dad's. My period had recently just ended. And I had spent Saturday, feeling rather strange. I've only felt like that a couple of times. But not as strongly as that one day. Which, I have to tell ya, it kinda sucks. It happens to a lot of girls after their periods.

That night I awoke in the tower. To tell ya the truth, I was really happy that Dabranu was still there. But at the same time, I thought that it probably would have been best that on this one visit, he wasn't present. Dabranu told me that Demon had gone out to play. Most likely to kill some Creations. Or something.

Which was actually nice, it's not often that Dabranu and I get spend sometime together alone. We went up to the balcony floor, cause I like it up there. I asked how long I had been away, or really, asleep.. He said it was about 3 days. "I come and go.. I'm only awake for short amounts of time, then I fall asleep for days. No wonder you always run off."

He didn't really say anything to that. He asked about reality then. Like what I did while I was gone. I told him about the feeling.

"Hey, when was the last time, um, we made out?" I asked. (Eh heh.)
He shrugged. "Couple months, since before I left. Why?"

"Why do you think? I just got outta my period, ya can't expect a girl not to feel some sexual tension." We both laughed for some reason.

When Demon got back, he caught us. "I wanna try!" He yelled when he saw us. And of course, Dabranu left me to talk to Demon about it. ^^; After wards we started our trips. --To bring food the colonies. It took the rest of the day and we didn't finish till it was late evening.

While dropping off the food at the colony Sanane lives in-- she tired to kill me again. Of course, like always she failed. I saw it coming, and Demon caught her long before she could make any move. And Dabranu warned me right before she "attacked". Eh heh. Sanane, my close friend Anne in reality. *sigh* She hates me in Slumberland. Did I already explain why?

She began to fight with Demon, yelling and screaming out him. Demon reacted the same way, and I had to break it up before Demon tried to hurt her again. In breaking the two up, I got hit by Sanane. It wasn't bad, but it pissed me off. That she just couldn't move on, that she had to waste my time like this. That she couldn't see how much I tried to keep them all alive. Keep her alive.

Yeah, well, after that long and hard day. We went back to the tower for the night. Fell asleep beside Demon, and in Dabranu's arms.

And that was Saturday night. Didn't go back until Tuesday night and Wednesday night.

Seida's UBER Late Report~Love, Danger, Friends, Lust, Death, And More Crap Than I Can Handle!!

2005-02-04T07:03:26Z

Alright, we're sooooooooo behind in this. And since Akuma can't type very fast, I'll be updating most of it. Up to the the two most recent 'trips'. Jaa, let's begin.

Last Week:
MONDAY NIGHT:
It was the first, no second day of my period, right? Gah, yeah. It was. In the previous visit, Demon and I had fallen asleep in a tree while in Aboroki. When I got back, I found myself in the Tower. Like I normally do. Woke up to a surprise. Demon was sleeping in a child form in my arms, but we were both wet-- it was blood. A large thick pool of blood around us. I freaked out for a bit and realized that neither us we hurt. But I was mostly covered. I discovered, that it was my blood, but it wasn't coming from any wound. So now I know that my period in Slumberland is FAR worse then here in reality.

What didn't make sense, was that this was the first time it had happened. Demon and I talked about it for a while. Looking at the mess, I should have bled to death. But we came to the conclusion that it was my "ability" and connection to Chishio that caused me to bleed so much, and still be alive. We couldn't really explain why'd it happened. But it reminded me of back when I first came to Slumberland. Which feels like such a long time ago. When I first woke up, I was in large puddle of blood. But in reality, it would be a few more years before I had my first period. I can remember any more how long ago my first visit was, I know my first period was 6 years ago. When I was 9, yeah, in 4th grade(which is 3 or 4 years before most girls do). Huh, we'll we didn't figure anything out on that. >_>

Anyways, after that lil' surprise, we went to look for some new clothes. Really rags that were still somewhat held together. I continued to bleed excessively the rest of the day. I wanted to go to Aboroki to bathe, but didn't risk crossing the desert. Such a strong smell of blood would have attracted so many biboras. Towards the end of that day, we spent most of it checking up on colonies. Fell asleep in the tower, and woke up in my own. In yet another pool of blood, but this one was much smaller. ^^;

TUESDAY NIGHT:
That night I awoke mid morning. The bleeding still hadn't stopped. But it wasn't as bad. Demon suggested that I change sex, so I wouldn't bleed. It didn't work. As a male, I still bled. But instead of my crouch, it puked it all out almost non-stop. Didn't go to Aboroki for the same reason as last time. Only checked up on some of the colonies. On our way back to the tower, Demon found a couple of Creations. And killing them was the extent of that visit. Before we made it back to the tower, I came back to reality, and woke up in bed.

WEDNESDAY NIGHT:
Oh, this was an interesting visit indeed. The bleeding had stopped. Which meant we could go to Aboroki! I wanted to bathe, badly, I stank of blood. Not that I don't like the smell, but this was the smell of blood that's been drying in the sun for days. Which is what Slumberland(city) smells like, but yeah. Demon of course, was completely ok with the smell. We made it to Aboroki with only one attack from a small pack of biboras. I didn't want the Kouryous to catch me in such a --er, improper >< state. So we looked for somewhere to bathe other than the hot springs that the Kouryous used.

Eventaully Demon got the sound of running water, we figured it was a stream or a river. Which would have to do. We head that way, and came across the river. It was too violent to bathe in, so we head downstream to see if it got softer. When we did find somewhere, we ran into someone. Pfft. Demon caught the smell of blood. "Yeah, me." I said, my first reaction. But then then I caught it too. We both ran after that, until we found him. Dabranu. He was cleaning a wound.

"Dabranu!"
He didn't look up when I called him, he already knew we were there, I knew he'd heard us coming.
"You jerk, Dabranu!" That's when he looked up at me. Demon had already run over to look at Dabranu's wound. It was a large cut went from his chest and down along his right side. I kept my distance from Dabranu by a couple yards to show him I was mad at him. But even from where I was, I could tell it was pretty deep. "Yeah, I missed you too." He said.

I walked over and to take a look at the wound. "How'd this happen?"
"I'll explain once you take care of it for me."
"Like you already don't owe me, and you know I would have done something anyways."

Demon just watched, eyeing Dabranu's wound and blood. "Don't get any ideas." He'd said to Demon. I took out the small cutting knife I had gotten from the Kouryous. I cut into my palm with it, deep enough that good about of blood oozed out. I rubbed my palm along Dabranu's wound and started muttering to myself. Another reason to thank Chishio. The wound started to close after a couple mintues of rubbing my blood into it. I looked up at Drabranu for second to see him wince. I could hear Demon playing in the water off to the side. Eventually, the wound sealed up well enough that it wouldn't open up again. Dabranu washed away the blood that was left. There was a thin pale line left were the cut had been. "Ya know, I think that might go away after sometime."

"Thanks."
"Forget the thanks. It wasn't life threatening, we could both tell that. And it was seemed to be healing rather well on it own." I saw some bandages lying on the dirt and rocks. "You get to explain now."
He did. He'd run into two water biboras not too long ago in deeper area of Aboroki. water biboras have longer fins and slimmer bodies. Along the front of their fins, there's scales, but these are thick, hard and often sharp. Thses arent' as dangerous as the other two kinds of biboras that we've come across but, in they can be troublesome. Dabranu said he'd managed to kill them, but failed to probably dodge on at one point and got cut by the scales on one of it's fins.

I made a clear commment that that wouldn't have happened if he'd stayed with us. I walked back to the river's edge and started to undress. He got the signal and went to sit on the other side of a tree. Demon went over with him. I bathed, and took my time. Dabranu didn't say anything and neither did I. When I'd finished, I sat down beside Dabranu and let Demon crawl into my arms in a pup ori form. Dabranu talked for a while then. Mostly about how I didn't like it when he'd run off like that. That he could at least tell me. ..And that I was scared he leave one day, and something would happen and I would never find out what. He apologized of course. Demon had fallen asleep at the end of the conversation, I carried him for a while. The three of us made our way to the Kouryous village. Reikula was doing better. That's where we stayed for the night. And I woke up in reality.

THURSDAY NIGHT: (last night of my period)
"No way, you're still here." Was the first thing I said to Dabranu when I woke up. Demon was still asleep. It was late evening, and Dabranu said he had a hard to sleeping. We went to the top floor of the tower. Balcony floor. Dabranu told me couldn't sleep, because of the smell. Slumberland's smell is horrible, I have to agree with him there. I brought him update with what was going on with the human colonies. Then he asked a couple questions about reality. I started explaining AIDS and HIV to him(cause I mentioned earlier in the previous visit how I would never try to rub my blood in anyone's wound in reality) and eventually fell asleep at his side from explaining that.

FRIDAY NIGHT: Dabranu was still there. Him and Demon had been waiting at the tower for me to wake up. Nothing of interest happened. We did another check on all the colonies, and decided to start bringing food again in a couple of days. Following morning, I came back to reality.

By Saturday it had felt like a really long week. But I'm use to that. Got to go back again Saturday night, which was-- interesting. That's where the "love, friends, and lust" from the title comes in. But I need to get going. I'll update that soon.

So then, I have Saturday night, didn't go Sunday or Monday night. Tuesday, and Wednesday I did. Lets see about tonight. *yawns* Demon will be updating for Tuesday and Wednesday. And for tonight if I go.

O.< !!! XD!! Yes! *coughs**spews blood* Menchi!

2005-01-27T06:22:08Z

... That's a stupid title ne? Anyways, just wanted to say I didn't edit my report/update or whatever ya want to call it. --!!!

I just love this song. XD!!!

Sore wa ai ja nai~~.........
Ai wa sore ja nai~~.........
Ai shite 'ru kedo ai sarete wa inai.........

This is not love
Love is not this
I love, but I am not loved

Kesshite ai ja nai~~.........
Ketsu wa ai ja nai~~.........
Ai shite 'ru kedo motometari wa shinai.........

By no means is this love
Sex isn't love [1]
I love, but I do not seek love out

Kono mi sasagete inochi nagedashi Wakime mo furazu Tada hitasura ni
Damashite sukashite yoko-hairi Tanin wo fumitaoshi keri wo kamashite

I lift up my body, throw down my life. I won't let my gaze waver to the sides, only be earnest
Tricking Searching Interfering Trampling down other people!

Tonzura koite! Tonzura koite! Tonzura koite!
Tonzura koite! Tonzura koite! Tonzura koite
Tonzura koite!

And we get the hell out! And we get the hell out! And we get the hell out!
And we get the hell out! And we get the hell out! And we get the hell out!
And we get the hell out!

...Yeah, I know that was pointless, but I couldn't help it. ><;;; Won't happen again! Gomen!

"I want to STEAL it"

2005-01-27T06:14:04Z

Akuma isn't with me today. So get to update for him, which mean I have a lot to do. *smiles* But I'm in a good mood.

It wasn't up until my period started that I got to go back to Slumberland. Akuma had been with me for a while up to that point, so when we got to Slumberland, we weren't sure how much time had passed.

Like always, are first task was to check up on the colonies. I guess we hadn't been gone for long, they all still had a good amount of food and seemed to be doing ok. Ok enough.

The Bari tribe; aren't doing that great. --But that's for me to worry about. Besides that colony, everyone was ok. Demon picked up the smell of sex in two different colonies. (Do not ask me how he knows how sex smells.) But that's how we keep track of the humans. If there's a birth, we know about it ahead of time, and that there was a birth thanks to Demon's nose. I don't like humans, I don't like how they've over populated the earth, I guess I don't want the same to happen to Slumberland. *shrugs* Whatever.

After the check it was back to the tower. To rest and eat. Never much to eat, just some fruit we brought back for oursevles. Really for me, cause Demon doesn't like fruit all that much. He only likes apples, but there aren't apples in Slumberland sadly. Like always, we talked a bit while talking. Most of the time about the humans.

"Ya know, I really don't know why I'm trying to help them."

"Them? The humans?"

"Yeah. I'm a lazy person, who really only cares for herself, I hate humans--you'd think I'd kill them all off."

"Can we?" Demon's face lit up with a tinge of excitement then, that it made me smile. I remember.

"We need to kill them all at once, or one colony at a time, and have it so the other colonies didn't find out."

"Why?"

"If we took our time with it, they would rebel, despite their fear, they would. And as much as power as we both have together, they out number us. Or they would run. Only to die in the desert.. And if we killed them all off at once, the fun wouldn't last."

Demon stood up then, I could tell he really wanted to get out there. "Lets kill them now!"

I laughed at him and told him that we couldn't kill off the humans. Well, we could if we wanted to, but I wouldn't allow it. I don't know, maybe I don't hate humans as much as I think I do. Or maybe Demon is right. "You pity them too much, momma." That made me laugh too.

It'd been about half a day by then. And we'd decided we'd go and see Reikula. Demon became his Ori form and with me on his back we made it to Aboroki in a couple hours. We got lucky and no sand biboras got in the way as we crossed the desert. Sand bibora's I believe I've explained to you before. These spend most of their time under the sand, cooler down there. There are also water bibora's, which we find mostly in Aboroki. In large river's or lakes. They're kinda like over grown snakes, but their heads apear more like a fish. They piss me off.

Right, and Reikula--is Haley. I get along with her better there than in reality. Towards the end of freshmen year, before I even started talking to Haley, I came across Reikula. She was living in one of colonies with her father. Her father was dying. In Slumberland, he's dead, but in reality, I have yet to meet him. After Reikula's father died, I guess I felt sorry for her because I somewhat felt more connected to her cause she was someone I knew from reality. I took her to the tower and she stayed with Demon and I for a long period of time. It was after my first week in Japan, when we'd finally made official peace with the Kouryous, did I ask them to take Reikula under their care. That's where she's been since. We often go and visit her, Demon gets along with her rather well. Her personality is diffirent from in reality.

I think one of the reasons I became attracted to Haley, was cause I had become so fond of her in Slumberland. *shrugs* Anyways, when Demon and I get to the Kouryou's tribe, we're greeted rather warmly. We've made good friends with them now. (Oh, I'll have to remember to report everything I've learned abotu the Kouryous.) Well, we make our way to the hut that the family Reikula lives with has. Na-ni greets us first, she a very young lil' kouryou girl. Her hair is dark gray and so is her tail. --Have I explained the Kouryous to you before? I can't remember, I'm sure I have. Anyways, Nani tells us that Reikula was sick. A fever, well, that's what I guessed what it was when I saw her.

We stayed and help take care of Reikula for a few hours. Playing with the younger Kouryous and chatting with them. There was the evening hunt then and Demon joined in. I stayed with Reikula. After they came back from the hunt, Demon and I headed off. We guessed it was going to be night soon. It doesn't get that dark in Slumberland(the city or in the desert) but in Aboroki, because it's already somewhat dim because of the trees. It's get really dark. Figured we wouldn't have enough time to make it back to the tower. So we stayed in Aboroki. With Demon in half form, and me on his back, we made our way up one of the trees. I use to get really scared, cause it's always so high up. We made it to a branch. The tree it's self was probably --say from one side of my room to other-yeah, that thick. The branch, in width had to be somewhere around the width of my bed. Normally, we would try to make some sort of hammick, but this was all we had for now. Demon reverted to a younger ori form and curled up on the branch. I squeezed in between his paws. So I could keep warm and be just a lil' more comfortable.

It took a long time for me to fall asleep like that, but when I did, I started dreaming about Digimon and then woke up in my bed. To my first day of finals. Akuma was with me. We went back the following night, but arrived in the tower, not in Aboroki.

That's where I stop for tonight. That means I'm two updates behind. Cause this is REALLY long, and my period is ending. So I may not go to Slumberland tonight.

Tuesday, which I shall update in the morning or tomorrow night. Was more eventfull. For one, I bled. >< Can't escape it! Damn it! And Dabranu finally decided to come home. Er, kinda.

Oh, and I changed Akuma's icon! Looky, it's Daisuke and Argentine! *glomps Daisuke but kicks Argentine*

"Oh,~you~look~so~beautiful~tonight~!"

2005-01-24T07:13:19Z

DemonManAlchmist: What's the longest you've ever spent there?

NekoSeidaku: About 2 to 2 1/2 weeks. A day is longer there though.

DemonManAlchmist: Wow. How long's a day?

NekoSeidaku: Well, I don't have a watch there. I'm sure it about a few hours more than here. 28-30 hours.

DemonManAlchmist: Hmm...

NekoSeidaku: ?

DemonManAlchmist: Just thinking, theorizing. I assume that since the days are longer, than can mean two things: different planet, or such a manner of time has passed that the planet has moved further away from the sun.

Note

2005-01-17T08:58:33Z

The reason I report right after Demon(which I always won't) is cause Demon doesn't always explain things or just doesn't make sense. That and we each see different things while in Slumberland.

-Seidaku

Seida no Repooto

2005-01-17T08:56:51Z

Alright. It was Thrusday night when I made the trip. Nothing of interest happened. While I'm gone, I have Demon check up on all the colonies. The colonies are the small groups of humans that live in Slumberland(city area) and around the Tower. Each colony has about 45 humans. Some have down to 30 and others 55, but average number per colony is 45.

I woke up, and Demon was there to greet me. He told me how most of the colonies were doing. Bari is dying out. They ran out of the food I had brought them sometime ago, and started eating they're weak(normally the women) again. Decided I don't care if they wipe themselves out. The Baria colony is doing alright. It seems they've gotten out of the habit of eating one another. Yokatta ne? Spent about the rest of the day making trips from Slumberland to Aboroki, bringing food for the colonies. One trip is enough for two colonies, and like Demon tried to explain, it took us about 15 trips total. (30 colonies) It was hard work, like always, but we've been figuring out ways to make it easier. And the Kouryous are now willing to help us in gathering food. Things have been progressing nicely.

We had one colony left(Sanane's colony) when we stopped for a bit. I ended up going back to reality. I had told Demon to finish up any colonies if I left before we finish(don't get to go and leave when ever I want to). I know it's something he can handle on his own, but it was Sanane's colony. And Sanane(who looks like my friend Anne) has always had something against me and hated Demon. Before the incident with her original colony, back when there was about 33? 34 colonies? *sigh* Like I had much of choice. Anyways, I was worried something would happen if Demon went alone.

I didn't go back until Friday night, and it seems I was only gone for a few hours. I arrived at the tower, like I normally do. Only to find Demon torturing Sanane. I know that if I hadn't gotten back then, he would have killed her. He's always asking permission to.

Demon had that look in his eye again. It's terrifying, but--hell. I got Demon to let her go. Then yelled at him to leave. Told him had to go kill Creations until he was tired of killing. He wasn't back for about 4 hours. So it was late by then. While he was gone, I treated Sanane's wounds the only I could without bandages. She was hysterical. It took a lot to calm her down, but I didn't have to force it on her. When she was calm, I brushed her hair with one of the comes I had gotten from the Kouryous. Took her back to her colony and gave her the come.

Finally went back and waited for Demon to back. When he did, I didn't yell at him, just lectured him. He reverted into his 5 year old human form and cried. I kept lecturing though, and smiled at him when I was down. Took him into my arms and went to top balcony floor of the tower. Had to rock him in my arms for a bit before he stopped crying. We spent the rest of the time watching Slumberland below us, ignoring the distant cries of Creations and talking with each other. Planning mostly on what we needed to do next, and that we wouldn't be able to continue on our own for much longer. Once things got going, we'd have to have the humans start working for themselves.

But that was for another time. --Came back Saturday morning, Demon with me. Didn't go back Saturday night, and no it's Sunday. So who knows.

So far, no sign of Dabranu. And I haven't been to visit Chishio since winter break started.

demonbloodchild @ 2005-01-17T00:13:00

2005-01-17T08:32:00Z

I think it was 5 day ago that mother came home. i came back to the tower and mother was sleeping there. When she woke up i told her about all the colonies. bari1 is dying out and baria2 is allmost out of bibora meat.
the other colonies are the same. no deaths and now new humans. Spent the lunarcylce bring food to each colony. Baria2 has more meat now and mother gave them more fruit than meat. we went from slumberland to aboroki 15 times.

mother would not give the bari1 coloni more food. mother went back home when we had 1 coloni left. i did it alone. but the sanane girl was being annoying again. she made me really mad. I took her back to the tower but mother came back before i killed her. mother made me leave and kill creatons. when i came back to the tower, the girl was gone. momma was mad at me