today i want to write here cause momma says i never do. i have been spending a lot of time with mommma in reya but i lot of time i stay home. we are working to make suram better and good and some of the humans help too. the Kouryou have a festival coming soon and momma is going dance like Rikal in the festival. Aku want dance but aku have to help with other part. anko baby is getting bigger and i try teach her but reiku say she too young. sanane is stil sick and mommma say she die.

Once again I've waited too long to update this. A lot has happened in the last --who knows how long? I just going to list off the important things again.

-Sanane is about 4 months pregnant. And she accepted Rikal to be it's father.
I've found this really interesting. Before Akuma and myself had come along, the Kouryous never allowed outsiders into their village. It wasn't until the inccident of bringing back Dabranu that this began to change. When I first brought Reiku to the Kouryous. It took a long time to convince them to let her stay. It was the same with Sanane. Rikal comes from the more noble families which were most against my coming to the village and everything outside their world... And now Rikal wants to father a human's child.

-The women Kio is staying with went around and told everyone about Kio's contact with Akuma and myself. Kio has told us that now many of the humans living in that area of Slumberland show respect to him and sometimes even give him gifts. I suppose they think that by doing this, they will get something in return from me. Like more food. Keh. --This is also making Kio feel important. But I can't let it get to his head.

-The population of creations have been decreasing over the past few months. And it's rare to spot a creator now. Akuma and I hope that they'll be gone for good soon. We still haven't found out where exactly they came from and where they're disappearing to now.

-We've decided that once Sanane's child is born. We're going to begin reconstruction of Slumberland. Akuma and I have been planning this for a long time. Which means I will to do a lot of research here, and carry out what I learn there. Akuma's strength, the human's respect for Kio, and Chishio's gifts will all be of great help. Dabranu would be a lot of help too.

-Dabranu still hasn't returned. I'm wondering now if he ever will.

Been a while. I feel bad for never letting Akuma update this himself, but he takes too long. And we're always in a something of a hurry when were updating this.

Right now, I better just list off everything that's happened.

-a women in a colony gave birth to a premature infant. It's not going to last.. This caused a whole lot of trouble for me.
-gave the women the luck charm Reikula had made for me.
-now guilty for the death of her husband.
-Kio is now to stay and help the women, but is welcomed back at the tower at any time. (this makes him the only person besides Reiku and Dabranu to have ever been in the tower)
-Sasane is about 3 1/2 months pregnant now.
-Got to visit Chishio and learned that Demon was right in who Sanane's child's father is. *sighs*
-Rikal questioned me about fathering the child... About me fathering the child.
-Reikula got mad at me cause I was stupid.. She noticed my luck charm was gone. I said something stupid that upset her more than the fact I had given it away.
-Rikal offered to me that he would father Sanane's child. Which, surprised by his offer, approved. But Sanane has to aprove. She's thinking on that.

-Kio visited a few times. And he's speaking more and more now.
-Eventually, Reikula forgived me. And we spent some time together. That was last night.

-No sign of Dabranu returning. I wonder if he's gotten himself killed. I do worry, but I'm not going after him this time.

Yup, that's about it. Not much more to say. *nods* Ja ne.









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Since I'm not using the time given to me to work.. figured I'd update this. I've decided to call the kid Kio, because that name has been growing on me lately.

We spent sometime with the kid and tried to get him to trust us. I think Demon's starting to grow on him, but since I'm around less often he's rather afriad of me. That's ok. I really wanted to go and see the Kouryous so we left the kid locked in the tower again. We left him enough food and water. And we came back before night fall.

When we got to the Kouryou village we were greeted with some warm welcomes. Both Reikula and Sasane we're happy to see us. We talked a for long while and then I helped out with chores. Rikal asked if Dabranu had gone again cause he noticed he wasn't with us. Reiku and I spent a lot of time to oursleves which was what I had been looking forward to. Both Demon and I wanted to stay for the night but had to go back for the kid.. So we stayed the night at the tower and late the following afternoon, I came home.

When I got to Slumberland my first thought was to go visit Reikula and Sanane at Aboroki. But Demon brought it to my attention that all the colonies needed food. --That and the Bari colony wiped itself out. I had seen that coming for sometime now. We went to check that out, there wasn't any fresh meat to could have been saved. But we did find something of interest.

Apparently there was on survivor but he was just a kid. No older than 6 is my best guess. I found this as a big surprise. With the death of the Bari, I expected all children to be the first to go. They kill the sick first, then any weak children and women... The kid was really freaken' out. Looked like he'd been liven of the fresher corpses. We dragged him back to the tower where he fed him. Fruit and some old bread. And a lot of it. Gods, he was a hungry kid.

We used some of the water we have stored at the tower to give him something of bath, got most of the dirt and blood off. Can't really talk, poor kid. It seems he knows a handful of words but that's it. It's never too late to learn though.

While we ran the trips to bring food to the other colonies, we left the kid locked in a room at the tower. Wasn't sure what else to do... Eh heh. After the trips we went back to the Bari colony and took whatever materials were still useable. Mostly clothes and tools. The kid with us, we went and gave out what we collected to the other tribes. Many of which were grateful. We kept some clothes and fabric for ourselves.

It was hard to keep the kid from running off. Normally, I would leave the kid at another colony. But he's from the Bari colony, which means he could turn and kill someone. He'd already tried to kill Demon and myself when we first found him. So until I could get through to him that you don't kill other humans for food, he'd have to stay with us. Which is going to suck. He doesn't seem to have a name either.

I have Demon keep an eye on him when I can't. And to keep him from running off we keep a something of leash on him. Learned that trick by raising Demon. After all that I didn't have time to go visit the Kouryous, Sasane and Reikula. That's when it hit me. I can't take the kid to Aboroki. And I can't leave him locked in the Tower for days. *sighs* Just don't know what I'm gonna do.

Last I went to Slumberland, Dabranu was gone. Right, whatever. I'm not gonna care about that anymore. Hn.

Reikula had run off to look for me since it'd been two months since the last time I had visited. Akuma was back last night and told me this morning that Rikal and Shyai found her. Thank god. But I haven't been back for a couple days. Which bums me out cause this place hasn't been a lot of fun. That and I didn't get to see Reiku last time.

first i gotta talk what happend. when momma came back papa had gone momma got mad ''dont come back bleedng to death and xpect me to do somthing about it'' but momma forgot really fast cause she was worried about sanane. she only little sick but reiku had gone cause momma was sleep for a long time. Rikal and chyai looked for her and mother went to reality agin. reikula is back home now, i told momma and she got happy. momma let me be her cause4 she is tried a lot

i wanna play in momma and annes game. i want to be the oprator person i can do a good job! i can!

Alright, I can't remember the dates.. Hmm. Yeah, too fuzzy. Well, let's see. Akuma went back for the festival. I got there right after the opening ceremony, or torwards the end. I woke up and found an outfit waiting there for me. The opening ceremony was full of rituals, from the little I saw and what the other's told me. After the opening, there were female dancers! So beautiful! Afterwards there was a fiest. In the evening there was a lot of story telling going on with warm fires. I couldn't understand a lot of stories myself, but it was great. The following day there was an EARLY morning ceremony. Followed by a breakfast consisting mostly of fruits and vegetables. In the afternoon there was music and public dancing. Demon had a lot of fun dancing with Reikula. I got Rikal to dance with Sanane. After a lil bit of convincing, I got Dabranu to dance too.

Then there were games, and mathches. Dabranu had to take part in them. So Akuma and I did too. There were a few reflex games, races, and sparring matches. After the games it was late evening and everyone got to drink this soup. It was just this really creamy broth, but it had a sweet and simple taste to it. There were singers that night and the following morning we got more fruit.

We had dancers again, male this time. Rikal was one of them! There were a few performances, and another ceremony. The closing ceremony with had a lot of singing and chanting. Oh, the festival was wonderful! I'm never going to experience anything like it in reality.

--Well, right. That was over a month ago. Ok, not a month. But a night or two since the last time we posted. Right? Yeah. Well, a couple days after the festival I came back to reality. And, I haven't been back since.

Why? Cause I've only been getting 4 to 2 hours asleep each night. It sucks. It's so hard to conserve energy and still lead everyone to believe you're ok. *sigh* Er, well.. It's cause I've just been having a hard time sleeping. I try to sleep! I go to bed on time, and I set my alarm to let me sleep in a bit. But I can't fall asleep. When March first rolled around. I was a lil' worried it would happen again. After the first 5 or 6 days, it was ok, but then I had the first nightmare of several nightmares. After that, I was scared of going to sleep. I know nightmares can't hurt me, I just hate the memories. It's not fun waking up in fucking cold sweat, gasping for air and feeling like everything inside of you is sick and wrong! Erm.. Right. Well, when I do have the courage to cuddle into my pillow, I just can't fall asleep. March is almost over, so I'm sure the nightmares will going away again soon. Why March? It was a bad month some 2 years ago. Keh. Anyways. That's all I have to say. Akuma isn't with me today or else I would let him talk about the festival. He did come visit me yesterday and says that a couple months have passed since the festival. So I hope to return soon, cause I'm sure Dabranu misses me. ^^

i stayed home with papa and mother was sleeping for a week. And papa got grumpy. he wanted momma to wake up. we bringed food for the humans while momma was sleeping. I got papa to play with me a lot and we kill creatons together too. when Mother wake up papa wanted to go. momma looked like she was having bad thouhts. we went to see the sanane girl and reiku. Reika told me about the festval the kouryus are going to have. For theyre moon god and i told Momma. it made her very happy and papa smiled too. Papa did not want to go home and so we stayed with Reikula.

momma was sleeping for two days after. father spent a lot of time playing with one of kouryus. the sanane girl and reiku are togther a lot just like in reality. mother wake up the day kouryus start getting ready for the festval. i helping too and papa and reikula and sanane. momma too when she wake up. Reikulas kouryu mother told us she make special cloths for us. momma stayed home for 3 days with us. and we stayed with kouryus all the time. it was a lot of fun. momma stayed really close to papa to. and they maybe ready for the festval now. i been staying with momma in reality since we came but i want to go home. i want to be home when the festval start.